I watched the sunrise this morning. Unwillingly.
I shouldn't say unwillingly; perhaps that's too harsh a word. I was, however, not happy to be awake during the sunrise.
For whatever reason, the cats were acting very oddly last night. Lucy pounced on Louis multiple times, and we had to spray her at least three times throughout the evening. Louis scratched constantly on the closet door in our bedroom for most of the night, yowled often, and then walked on me to wake me up around 4:00 a.m. so that I could dig earwax out of his ears. Lucy, meanwhile, gave small cries that made it sound like she was lost and sad... in our one bedroom apartment. My first guess would be the Super Moon, but as you can read here, NPR quoted LiveScience which quoted two different studies on the correlation between behavior and the moon:
"A 1985 review of research published in the journal Psychological Bulletin found no convincing evidence that full moons spur mental hospital admission uptakes, psychiatric disturbances, homicides or other crimes. A 2010 study similarly found a lack of excess criminal lunacy on full-moon days."
So there was that.
And I have poison ivy, so that certainly contributed to my inability to stay asleep last night.
And I ate junk 30 minutes before going to bed, and I'm thinking that that had something to do with my insomnia.
All in all, it was a perfect storm for sleeplessness. I laid awake for what felt like an eternity, though I'm sure it was only half an hour, before I finally gave in and started reading articles on my phone (which incidentally gave me the time: 5:07). Knowing that I only had a two hours to rest before taking Joseph to work, I chose to stay awake and read until his alarm went off. I boiled some eggs for his breakfast and water for his tea, and successfully drove him to work.
I'm back at home, thinking about how grateful I am to be bored. Being bored allows me to appreciate things that usually stress me out during the school year-- and especially the unknown that
I am also grateful for seeing the Super Moon this morning, as well as the sunrise, and waking up early. I've learned in the past two days that sleeping in makes me not want to do anything but lay in bed for the rest of the day. Even though I'm currently going on 5 hours of sleep, I am less fearful of being productive.
And I'm very, very grateful to have an amazing husband who takes care of me when I'm cranky, itchy, and hungry <3
Sunset on the solstice |